as the recollections of screwable moments thunders down.
still, the nostalgia still hinders the move-on step.
lost hope.
where is my thief.
- whoever you are.
i should go.
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current:
song| my happy ending
by| avril lavigne
mood| hungry
thanks for watching as i fall, letting me know we were donePE + School = Hell
-awestruck-
and pure hell it is,
i still love my class =))
steph. the indeniably
retard cranky-full-of-expression girl.
andy. the abbb (act beng buay beng) lamer.
felicia. sensitive ears.
kaiman. hongkong monkey.
claris. the "sauce is damn good" girl, with BIGGGG eyes.
timothy. the rich asswipe lol.
EE WEI. he's my favourite because he's my brother =)) he's the most good looking one in the group anyways.
and of course my best friends outside class,
aron. who'se scared of
christinesarah. SO RUDE.
julianne. yogi bear.
and i would love to sell my guitar.
ok, that was so random, but yeah.
GUITAR FOR SALE.
ideal classical guitar with a wooden finish.
in perfectly good condition; and cover comes with it.
FULLY STRINGED.
price negotiable, preferbally between 100 - 150.
and i realised 'hungry' isn't a mood...
EHEHE.
myprayer` 8:26 PM
Sunday, April 17, 2005
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current:
song| the ocean
by| mae
mood| stiff
silence; broken by your voice in the dark
and i need you now
just like the ocean needs the rainso it's a sunday?
and i slacked pretty much the whole of the morning
church in the evening is very much
looked forward to - perhaps
and my hunger is dominating.
FOODtime.
sorry guys,
i'll have a proper entry when i'm not all cranky like i am now.
prolly tonight =D
so in the meantime, here's something to crack up your day:
TEDDY BEAR operating manual
1. If Teddy feels hard and smooth and stiff, you probably haven't taken him out of this box yet. Remove at once.
2. Check to make sure his ears are in postion; on top of the bear. If his bottom is on the top - then you're holding him upside down.
3. To get the Teddy right-side up, take your right hand and rotate him until his ears come up to the top (alternatively, you could try standing on your head)
4. Do NOT plug the Teddy into the nearest electric socket. What are you, some kind of lunatic?
5. Give the Teddy a test hug. If on first squeeze the Teddy still feels hard and smooth and stiff, you are probably still hugging the box. Can't you get rid of the silly box?
6. If on next hug Teddy squeals and licks your ear, you probably picked up the dog, not the Teddy.
7. If you're still reading this, then you haven't yet got rid of the box. Do me a favour and put yourself out of the misery. Throw this away and enjoy the Teddy. Good day to you.
adios.
myprayer` 2:39 PM
Saturday, April 16, 2005
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current:
song| starcrossed
by| ash
mood| tired; worn out
in your eyes, i would hide, by your side i could defy;
the forces tearing us apartthe sun wasn't much of a help today because the rain over took.
and town was pretty much, town.
boring old town.
studying with cheryl is GOODBEANS.
because she's my bestie,
and she's a good teacher.
LOL.
church was alright.
and now i'm all sweaty because i haven't bathed.
off i go then.
myprayer` 11:39 PM
Thursday, April 14, 2005
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current:
song| so cold
by| breaking benjamin
mood| dashed
show me how it ends; it's alright
show me how defenseless you really are
satisfied and empty inside
wise men wonders; strong men diesmy hair is short,
it's so short, so short, so short.
did nothing much tday.
met sandra, tiff, jo, nat and billy.
and thats two new people i met,
hello new people.
sandra was, as always, dreaming over alexander and her hot jared leto.
jo chipped in alot too.
nat was being a lamer with me,
tiff was doing her amath (i wish i was her)
and billy, uhm, had a ... very usable present.
food has arrived, and i shall go enjoy
myprayer` 8:04 PM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
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current:
song| superman
by| five for fighting
mood| light
even heroes have the right to dream;
the right to bleed.
i can't stand to fly,
i'm not that naive.
i'm only a man looking for a dream - looking for special things inside of mei hate runny/block nose; to the extreme.
it not only irritates the hell out of me,
it prevents me from enjoying FOOD.
yes food. =D
i'm begining to feel lost again,
would somebody steal my heart away,
and keep it for good,
this undulating pleasure and pain is beginning to irk me.
where's my thief?
myprayer` 8:01 PM
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current:
song| vindicated
by| dashboard confessional
mood| watery
defence is paper thin, just one touch and i'll be in too deep now, to ever swim;
against the current;
let me slip away.
hope, dangles on a string - like slow spinning redemptionshow me what i did is right,
because to me it is.
and in actual fact - life isn't all that bad.
i'll just
hold on to your hand - never let go.
never
myprayer` 5:22 AM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
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current:
song| guerra all interno
by| daphne loves derby
mood| blur-red
i've washed these hands before, i'm still the same i'm still me.
and so tonight, will carry all the crimes
and burn our eyes so we can't look back.
we've tried so hard to MAKE BELIEVE a better dayhoho. rugby was a total blur to me.
i know nothing about the game,
And training has left me all bruised and achin.
LOL. i want softball =\
and that is why i'm up so early,
trainingggggggg.
now. if u'll excuse me,
back to my breakfast.
egg and hashbrown.
myprayer` 7:44 AM
Thursday, April 07, 2005
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current:
song| somewhere out there
by| our lady peace
mood| uncertain
i know you'll come back someday; on a bed of nails i'll wait
i'm praying that you won't burn out,
or fade away
and all we are; is all so fari hate change,
because when something changes,
the chances of the situation going back to what it used to be,
is 1 in a million - close to never.
so i hate changes.
i dun wanna lose anyone.
i haven't a clue what the unforseeable future would be like,
but at this precise moment - i know what i want,
what i need.
town was fun =D
myprayer` 7:25 PM
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current:
song| have you ever
by| brandy
mood| nostalgic
have you ever found the one,
you dreamed of all your life
do just about anything
to look into their eyes
have you ever found the one
you've given your heart to
only to find that one won't give their heart to you
have you ever closed your eyes
and dreamed that they were there
and all you can do it wait
for the day that they would care
have you ever loved somebody so much
it makes you cry?
have you ever needed something so bad
you can't sleep at night?
have you ever tried to find the words but they dun come out right?
what do i gotta do to get you in my arms,
what do i gotta do to get to your heart?cca openhouse was held yesterday,
pretty interesting CCAs.
and i'm still a bit wonky,
i slept at 8 and woke up at 12,
and finally slept again at 1.
and, as usual, i'm up at 5.
i hate block nose in the morning,
actually,
i hate blocknose generally.
it makes me a sad panda.
have you ever; i have
myprayer` 5:37 AM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
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current:
song| simple, starving to be save
by| daphne loves derby
mood| light
lately i've been thinking so strangely about the clouds,
and how it seem to slowly fade away,
someday we will find a way to disappear,
just you and me in the silver lining dream.
oh, how could i survive without your love, and the hope you bring,
and even when the world is breaking down, i know i have you and thats all i need.i need sleep,
and i want softball,
and i desire food,
and i crave death.
school has been exhuasting,
yet funbeans.
MI hasn't a good condition,
but my friends make them all a better place.
yes, i am a optimistic taopok, am i not?
WRONG. because i still detest my life,
the every bitter bit of it.
and countless memories that remain unsolved,
undealth, unpleasant.
every essence of it corrodes my life day by day,
and i watch it rot away - hoping i die sooner.
killjoy.
myprayer` 7:56 PM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
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current:
song| into the dark
artist| the julianna theory
mood| depressed
in your eyes i see a darkness that torments you, and in your head where it dwells;
i give you my hand if you reach out and grab it lets walk away from this helltown was alright;
dinner with cherylsim was great,
journey was fun,
but i can't help but feel the pain.
i hate living behind fake smiles, and laughters.
i hate having to live in this world
so full of concrete deceptions and ignorance that blinds
so much so that i myself, very muchly, have been blinded.
and so it sucks.
randomly life has chosen this path,
and so randomly,
live has brought me to never ending forks,
and YET so randomly,
my indecisive nature has always stump me,
and my
retarded decisions has led me,
always to a place where it's the exact contradiction of where i want to be.
how oxymoronic can this journey named 'life' be?
i live in a lie,
because that brings me closer to home.
home; isn't far away - not.
myprayer` 11:24 PM
Friday, April 01, 2005
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current:
song| over
by| lindsay lohan
mood| fruity
'coz if the world is spinning, and i'm still living, it won't be right if we're not in it togetherhoho.
had school til 4plus.
house meeting,
and i'm in GARNET.
garnet sounds so... girly.
garnet til alexandros (Final Fantasy IX)
ok that was random.
rugby, hockey, track or tennis?!
should i or should i not transfer to a poly?
and i'm eating papaya, mango and banana now.
which sort of explains my fruity mood.
went to town after school for dinner,
had a .... pokky time >.<
great.
myprayer` 10:22 PM
