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current:
song| into the dark
artist| the julianna theory
mood| depressed


in your eyes i see a darkness that torments you, and in your head where it dwells;
i give you my hand if you reach out and grab it lets walk away from this hell


town was alright;
dinner with cherylsim was great,
journey was fun,
but i can't help but feel the pain.
i hate living behind fake smiles, and laughters.
i hate having to live in this world
so full of concrete deceptions and ignorance that blinds
so much so that i myself, very muchly, have been blinded.
and so it sucks.
randomly life has chosen this path,
and so randomly,
live has brought me to never ending forks,
and YET so randomly,
my indecisive nature has always stump me,
and my retarded decisions has led me,
always to a place where it's the exact contradiction of where i want to be.
how oxymoronic can this journey named 'life' be?
i live in a lie,
because that brings me closer to home.


home; isn't far away - not.

myprayer` 11:24 PM