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current:
song| simple, starving to be save
by| daphne loves derby
mood| light


lately i've been thinking so strangely about the clouds,
and how it seem to slowly fade away,
someday we will find a way to disappear,
just you and me in the silver lining dream.


oh, how could i survive without your love, and the hope you bring,
and even when the world is breaking down, i know i have you and thats all i need.


i need sleep,
and i want softball,
and i desire food,
and i crave death.


school has been exhuasting,
yet funbeans.
MI hasn't a good condition,
but my friends make them all a better place.
yes, i am a optimistic taopok, am i not?


WRONG. because i still detest my life,
the every bitter bit of it.
and countless memories that remain unsolved,
undealth, unpleasant.
every essence of it corrodes my life day by day,
and i watch it rot away - hoping i die sooner.


killjoy.

myprayer` 7:56 PM