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Saturday, April 30, 2005


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[edit] i didn't have to know in details,
althou it'll help you much more if you told someone about it.
i could bear the agony for you - or so i thought. goodbye cruel world [/edit]


current:
song| grand theft autumn
by| fall out boy
mood| worried


i could be an accident; but i'm still trying


where is your boy tonight, i hope he is a gentleman,
maybe he won't find out what i know - you were the last good thing about this part of town.



i regret ever letting go of your hand.
i regret not holding you close enough to me,
i regret never being able to kiss you.
i regret not ever whispering softly in your ears about how i really feel about you.
and i'm regretting these because i'm worried.
i'm worried sick about you.
and i'm never gonna be really okay without you in my life.
and i reckon i'm never going to forget about you.
because looking back,
i came to realise all my happiest memories were never without you in them.
all my downs were reverted because of your smile,
my tears were drown by your chirpyness.
my death was ressurected by you
but it's all over now.
i just hope wish want you to live on and not end up like the fucked up moron i am now.
ladder49 is gone, far away.

your scent is still ringing through MY hallway



myprayer` 11:50 PM




abooutthe.boy
name|derek
age|17
institution|millennia
born|the.26th.of.june
interest|softball;sports;camps
contact|hotmail
number|26
am|tennisplayer/softballlover

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