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current:
song| guerra all interno
by| daphne loves derby
mood| exactly like the song lyrics


i've washed these hands before
i'm still the same, i'm still me


so tonight, will carry all the crimes
and burn our eyes so we can't look back-
I'VE TRIED SO HARD TO MAKE BELIEVE A BETTER DAY


i don't wanna make believe a better day.
i WANT a better day.
i don't wanna be a screwup,
and screwup everything.
but i can't help being one.
it sucks so FUCKING much to know i gave it you all i could,
and it returned empty.
i hate crying.
because it makes me feel weak.
i don't want to be weak.
i hate being weak.
i'm sorry but i'm being an idiot.


if negativity could kill,
i'd be as dead as INSERT-ANY-DEAD-PERSON'S-NAME-IN-HERE now.
and i know it wouldn't be so bad,
because then i wouldn't feel anything anymore.

myprayer` 11:09 PM