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song| 24
by| switchfoot
mood| better


24 finds me, the 24th place. there's 24 dropouts at the end


life is not what i thought it would be;
24 hours ago


i'm sure the phase has to pass.
and it's pretty obvious everything that has a beginning has to come to an end somehow.
still i've always wondered if anything good could last.
when would i not be the second man?
and as typical as it seems,
i would say i'm not over it.
but what can a recollection of pains do to solve the puzzles of my life;
i've decided to trust in him again.


i've believed before,
that God existed.
not as far as i thought he would be,
he doesn't JUST exist in heaven, nor ONLY in the beginning of time.
he exists in my heart.
not so far away,
always with me.


so right now,
i'm just waiting for YOU to say you hate me.
you won't be reading this, i know you won't
you're far too busy with anyone and everyone else.
silly derek has nothing to lose.
i thank God for friends that never left me.


my migrane is killing me.

myprayer` 9:47 PM