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current:
song| a lonely september
by| plain white T's
mood| horrid


I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight


everything i see reminds me of you


i passed my general paper afterall
Damn HOD miscalculated my marks
so i got myself 2 A'level passes
and one AO' level pass.
though it's not alot
i'm pleased with my improvement
thanks SHANE for being there when i had that bad horrid night.
thanks NAT for comment.
thanks MAX for tag, love bestie.
thanks LILY for not saying goodbye.


well. goodbye


go have a good life
and enjoy it without me
i swallowed my pride on the other end of the reciever
and took the humiliation
but what does it matter now?
i've noticed my pillow soaked with sweat
tears and blood
and you won't be able to EASE anything anymore
yes bring back those days (metamorphosisfarkedlife. draft)
where nothing seemed to matter.
and i knew i could always have someone to run to in the end.
i'll seal the path now because that's the only thing that'll do any of us good.
i'm sorry for being a burden
i'm sorry for acting BURGH retarded
i'm sorry for showing you my boxers
i'm sorry for not stopping you when you pressed the bell
i'm sorry for being pissed at you
i'm sorry for being only able to make you happy on the outside (yes that does sound oddly familiar doesn't it)
i'm sorry for laughing at your medicine
i'm sorry i never told you how bad smoking is for you
i'm sorry i ignored you
i'm sorry i SEEMED as though i never did cared
i'm sorry i took so long to hold your hand
i'm sorry when i finally hugged you it was our first and our last
i'm sorry i haven't returned your 12stones cd and keys
i have endless apologies but i'm certain nothing would matter anymore
because we're not even friends no more
but remeber 'POK-JUIYOU'
please do. because i know i won't.

myprayer` 7:30 PM